This week I’ve decided to return home a little earlier than planned which means I have just over a month left in Tanzania and a bit of time to mull over my time here. When I first decided to come out to Africa for a year, it seemed like a long time – as a junior doctor in the UK I changed jobs every four months so twelve months working in one place seemed like ages. Fifteen months have passed and now I totally understand what people were saying when they told me that a year is not long enough and that you need to live somewhere for several years if you have any hope of ‘making a difference.’ I didn’t have any grand ambitions of ‘making a difference’ when I came out here so I didn’t really listen to them! In fact, I can’t really remember what my motivation was for coming, it was just something I’d always planned to do. I think I mostly just wanted to live somewhere different, experience a different way of life and see some interesting medicine. As it turns out, it is very difficult to live here, to see just how unfair life can be, and not want to change things. It then becomes difficult not to feel frustrated/angry/upset when it becomes apparent just how difficult this can be. On the other hand when progress is made, no matter how minimal, you start to think that if you stayed longer maybe the impossible would become possible.
Just before I left Ndanda this week to come to Dar for a meeting I decided to discharge two diabetic patients from my ward. These are young women who need insulin and in the UK would be offered all manner of support to help them understand and manage their condition. Here they are usually just given some insulin and sent away with little explanation about the disease, no follow up, no way to check their blood sugars at home and no explanation of what to do if they become unwell. We therefore decided to have a counselling session with these girls and their relatives before they left and so myself and two nurses from my ward sat down and tried to explain a bit more about the disease. It was amazing – probably one of the best things I have seen since I’ve been here! I hardly had to say anything (which is for the best as I would have likely confused the situation more with my dubious Swahili) as the two nurses took over proceedings and did a fantastic job of explaining and answering questions, advising about diet and managing hypoglycaemic episodes. The patients and relatives actually asked questions (this is a VERY rare occurrence here) and were so incredibly grateful at the end that they all left grinning and shaking hands vigorously with me and the nurses, wishing us all a good day. It turns out that one of the relatives was convinced the patient had HIV as she had lost so much weight and had thus been hiding her at home in case the neighbours started to talk! They have promised me faithfully to come back for follow up and I really hope they do (going on past experience of managing chronic diseases here, I won’t be holding my breath). They still have a terrible prognosis, with no means to test sugars at home they will likely develop complications of the disease much earlier than they would in the UK and they could easily die from a hypoglycaemic coma if the family fail to recognise the problem and act quickly enough. However, when they left the ward I felt happier than I have for a long time, partly because they were so happy but mostly because it was so lovely to see how well the nurses managed the situation.
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| Mtwara airport - I think the sign may have been put up a little prematurely! |
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| Someone asked me how big the airport is - not big as this picture is taken from the departure lounge |
I’m now back in Dar staying in a massive conference centre run by nuns (they really do get everywhere) which means proper meals for the whole week and the chance to catch up with volunteers from all over Tanzania. Dar is not my favourite place in the world – big cities not really being my thing, but it does seem to get undeservedly bad press from many quarters. We receive various emails warning us of the dangers of travel around Dar and the training we receive on arrival in Tanzania is pretty intimidating to say the least. Yesterday the Tanzanian receptionist warned us that walking around near where we are staying was totally unsafe with muggers and kidnappers lurking on every street corner. This luckily turned out not to be the case and I had a very pleasant walk along the nearby railway line with one of the other volunteers, joined occasionally by a children who greeted us not with the usual ‘mzungu’ (white person) but with shouts of ‘mchina’ (Chinese person). This was surprising since neither myself or my friend look even remotely Chinese, but since it is virtually impossible to go anywhere in Tanzania without children (and often adults) feeling the need to remind you loudly and quite insistently of your skin colour, the new word made a welcome change. I’m not quite sure what has led to the confusion but I suspect there must be some Chinese workers somewhere nearby building a road. I haven’t had to spent that long in Dar while I’ve been living in Tanzania and have only ever needed to go to a limited number of places (mostly those that sell ice-cream). This means my knowledge of the Dar public transport system and geography of Dar in general is fairly limited. However, so far this has not been a problem as people are usually helpful when it comes to directions and I suspect a passable level of Swahili does make things a fair bit easier. Today as I tried to negotiate the daladalas to meet up with a friend I was taken by the man sitting next to me on the first dala to get the next dala – a walk of ten minutes or so (and as far as I could tell quite out of his way), warned about the dangers of thieves and then, after various enquiries to different drivers, put in a dala to the right place with instructions given to the conductor of where to tell me to get off. This guy didn’t seem to expect anything in return for his help and I was annoyed with myself that this surprised me so much – I guess I believe the bad press more than I care to admit and had half expected to find myself lacking my camera and wallet at the end of our journey! Unfortunately I’m not quite brave enough to risk taking my camera out too often when I’m in Dar so I only have a few pictures to show what it’s like.
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| Fairly typical housing on the outskirts of Dar |
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| The only train I've seen in Tanzania |
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| Sunset over Dar taken from my hostel |
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| The view from Slipway - basically a little bit of Europe dumped in the middle of Tanzania (including ice-cream parlour) |